Condoleanceregister Sarah Caroline Wainwright

Sarah xxx Thank you. For always being there when i needed you, for making me laugh, for my daily hugs and kisses! Not a day goes by that your not in my thoughts and in my heart. I love you and I miss you. Sarah's "simply soups" I wont give up on that dream (I know you wouldn't let me) xxxxxxxxxxxx

With lots of love for Anthony, Claudia and Gui xxx

Fairview, May 2013

Farewell Sweet Sarah. You danced at our wedding with the joy & light that will always be with you in our thoughts. Our hearts reach out to your dear family and friends. Love is eternal....

Dear Sarah Although it is a while since we last saw you, we loved to hear news of your life in Amsterdam. All the wonderful messages from your friends and family show a person who was greatly loved and cherished for her generosity, sweetness and light. Our memories are of a beautiful child who danced on our table and brought great happiness to her dear parents and brother. Our hearts reach out to all those who are suffering your loss with the knowledge that you will live forever in our hearts and minds. Wishing you peace and love, Michael and Jessica

Sweet Sobrinha, You are far away.The distance is deeper in my heart than miles can show.When I look up at the twinkling stars,when I watch the unfolding of the petals of a rose and when I hear the wind whispering through thr trees I see you......... Nothing is so strong as the gentleness and love I have for you........

Good bye little Sarah, you had the sweetest smiliest and loveliest personality we could never Forget. Keep brave and strong and bring light into heaven for all of us. Rest in peace. Celine

Darling Sarah, Did you send us a rainbow on Sunday at Grannie's? I feel sure you would have approved anyway. This is where you and Jess and Tiff and Gui played until you were so tired you fell asleep in the car before you even got to the gates on the way home. Happy days. Send us more rainbows my darling x x x Tante Gos

Claud and Ant , I am sorry to say that I had not seen Sarah for many years but she was a memorable little girl: fierce and quirky and funny. I am so sorry for your intolerable loss . I can only imagine the hole her absence will make in all your lives . much love and condolences . Joanna

Claud and Ant , I am sorry to say that I had not seen Sarah for many years but she was a memorable little girl: fierce and quirky and funny. I am so sorry for your intolerable loss . I can only imagine the hole her absence will make in all your lives . much love and condolences . Joanna

Claud and Ant , I am sorry to say that I had not seen Sarah for many years but she was a memorable little girl: fierce and quirky and funny. I am so sorry for your intolerable loss . I can only imagine the hole her absence will make in all your lives . much love and condolences . Joanna

Claud and Ant , I am sorry to say that I had not seen Sarah for many years but she was a memorable little girl: fierce and quirky and funny. I am so sorry for your intolerable loss . I can only imagine the hole her absence will make in all your lives . much love and condolences . Joanna

I always tend to keep to myself, sorta, but you always said hi with a bright smile, and sometimes there was a lil' chitchat. Bright, the only proper word for you. I assume you walked plenty everyday, but somehow I can't seem to remember you walking, but rather jumping, dancing, hopping, and whenever you jumped out of the HSB or TGE, any cold, rain or wind seemed not to exist around you, just brightness. Whenever I saw u passing by I had to smile, I'm gonna miss those moments. Bye ;-)

When I walk on the beach and enjoy the sunset,I do not call out “A little more orange over to the right please,” or “ Would you mind giving us a bit less purple in the back”.No I enjoy the different sunsets just as they are. Right from an early age it was obvious that the life Sarah Carolina choose to follow was anti establishment,whether it be the way she dressed,the music she played,the snow boarding in the Alps or the many wonderfull friends she made.And we loved her for this. Amsterdam with its hordes of happy colourfull multi national cyclists and its many bohemian bars always full with cannabis smoke drifting up the stairs was where Sarah was happiest. Sarah loved exploring life always looking for its ultimate secret.She was drawn by the oceans,the mountains and the forests and taken by their power,their mystery and unspeakable beauty.She was like the oceans,mountains and forests her sadness being as much a part of her life as her happiness. Recently she found her niche in life and was content. We will never forget the joy she brought into our lives and into the lives of so many of her friends.We will miss her terribly but her memory will stay with us for always…………

My dear Sarenka, I had a dream about you on my birthday...we were visiting Paris together, even though it made me miss you even more after I woke up, I hope to see you more in my dreams, you little bundle of love! You were one of the most loving and caring persons I've ever met in my life. I'm so glad to have known you and to have so many beautiful memories with you. They will forever stay in my heart, until we meet again, until the day we can laugh about them together again. I love you Sarah, forever in my thoughts, forever in my heart. Agnes

Our Hearts Fold Silence (On the Death of a Young Friend). After your death, I suffered selfishly, I suffered, most for your mother and father. You were also much loved It seems by most of Amsterdam The friends we knew so little about, As well as your family and London. Now, our hearts fold silence round our minds The silence is noise vibrating into itself The mixed up sounds come out white not grey And have a new sound, unique Depending on the properties of all the things That amounted to you Smiles and hugs, rainbows and butterflies,, Friendships and love and music For you were musical and creative So whilst not seemingly so Whatever is out there has taken one of the best, Like music Our hearts are overflowing with your music.

My Darling Cesil the Bee, I love you with all my heart and I know you haven't gone far from me I'll see you by the far away tree... your hand, my hand! 'Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I and you are you Whatever we were to each other That we are still Call me by my old familiar name Speak to me in the easy way you always used Put no difference into your tone Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow Laugh as we always laughed At the little jokes we always enjoyed together Play, smile, think of me, pray for me Let my name be ever the household word that it always was Let it be spoken without effort Without the ghost of a shadow in it Life means all that it ever meant It is the same as it ever was There is absolute unbroken continuity What is death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind Because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you for an interval Somewhere very near Just around the corner All is well. Nothing is past; nothing is lost One brief moment and all will be as it was before How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!'

My Darling Cesil the Bee, I love you with all my heart and I know you haven't gone far from me I'll see you by the far away tree... your hand, my hand! 'Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I and you are you Whatever we were to each other That we are still Call me by my old familiar name Speak to me in the easy way you always used Put no difference into your tone Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow Laugh as we always laughed At the little jokes we always enjoyed together Play, smile, think of me, pray for me Let my name be ever the household word that it always was Let it be spoken without effort Without the ghost of a shadow in it Life means all that it ever meant It is the same as it ever was There is absolute unbroken continuity What is death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind Because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you for an interval Somewhere very near Just around the corner All is well. Nothing is past; nothing is lost One brief moment and all will be as it was before How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!'

Meeting Loz on your day of remembrance was the most profound experience of my life. As soon as he realised who I was he threw his arms around me and we cried together at the thought of never seeing you again. You always yearned for a sense of belonging and a community in which you felt at home. You found it mush... And it was so fitting that you spent your last days in Amsterdam. We went there for our first little holiday in 2004 and you fell in love with it. You were too young to get in the coffee shops. I passed the hotel on the way to your service on thursday. I will never forget you and I love you so much. You taught me so much and a piece of me left with you. I met some incredible people recently and it was only because of this tragedy. I hope I can celebrate your life with them in the future. There was nothing not to love about you. Thanks for everything x

Oh Little One, I wish we'd had more time together; more cups of tea, more garden time. I am thankful for the smiles and hugs we shared, our mutual Amsterfam. To meet your family has been a gift - to better know you through them and to show the love that is here for you. We miss you, you had the best smile and i am sure it is still shining somewhere, goodbye little one, Love Sera XXX

Darling cousin Sarah, Sadly we didn't get to hang out much... I remember you as being shy and small and pretty, always kind and smiling... yet brave, and powerful in a mysterious way. May your soul find peace, and I hope we meet again, wherever it may be. Love, Jason

Rest in Peace lovely wicked Sarah .. May your beautiful Soul live on forever ..

Darling Sarah, my sweet, sweet darling cousin. What can I say!!!! The sheer amount of people you have obviously touched and definitely made happier in some way or another speaks for itself. Happiness followed you and emanated from you wherever you went, and you were always able to infect people with your positive and completely unique outlook on life. I wish we had been able to spend more time together, always having a small pond called the atlantic between us. All the times we did spend together however were amazing and were spent in complete blissful happiness. Know that I will cherish them forever. From the beaches of Brazil laughing at your mum saying "bom dia" to any and all pieces of nature, to carving up the slopes in Val D'isere. Sending you so much love right now, and thanks for being in my life, I feel extremely lucky to have known you. I will miss you forever and ever, and you will always be in my heart. Until we meet again.

Sleep tight my little friend! I will miss you so much! Was a pleasure knowing you! RIP Sarah we will meet again. XxX <3

Happy memories of the first time we met you with your beautiful smile. You will be forever missed. xx

My darling daughter what can I say it has all been said a million times before. You were so special to me and we had such fun together. I cannot believe we were planning Dads birthday with you in Amsterdam you choosing your favourite restaurant, but not fillet steak and chips again, and what we would do for the day, now this will never happen. Thank you my cherub for our wonderful 26 years together no one could wish for a more loving daughter. We had our ups and downs I was sometimes anxious about you, more than sometimes but you made your life where you wanted to be and I can now see why. Thank you for letting us be with your so wonderful friends but so wish it had been in happier circumstances. I am wearing your bracelet and will never take it off. I decided to leave your clothes for others I know you will understand why! Goodbye my darling our lives will never be the same again, just different until we meet again xxxx mum

"Like a bird singing in the rain, let grateful memories survive in time of sorrow."

It was my first year in the The Netherlands and I needed help - I needed a haircut model for my audition for a salon in Amsterdam. I put out the call to our Amsterfam and you enthusiastically answered. When I was finished, you shook your hair around, smiled your big smile, and said, "You made me beautiful!" No my little one, you have been beautiful from the first day I met you. I hope you are making the stars as happy as you made us here on earth.

Sarah I will mis you and I always saw you as my little lost sis from another mother and always have a special place in my hart.... Love you Sarah and rest my little sis

Love you Sarah!

Goodbye my beloved Sarah, Your lights shined on my path every time I saw you, from the first time I met you you won my heart and quickly became one of my favorite person in the all world. Today my heart is burden with sadness, my stomach is turned and I wish I could take your place so you could keep on shinning love for years to come. Sadly this is not an option and all I can do is keep going on in your memory, keep you alive in my hearth and though and do my best to honor your memory by always looking from your perspective whenever I'm down and remember how you were always able to break my shell and guide me to a better mood. We did not simply loose friend but a true angel. May the rest of your journey be one of Peace and may that energy of yours reach further and further in the cosmos.

Til we meet again little one. Your warmth and energy were contagious, you brought light into so many people's lives with your beautiful smile. I know wherever you are, you are bringing joy to others and sharing your love as you did with us in mortal form. You are a free spirit now, go dance and be happy in your new journey. For our paths will cross again and we look forward to seeing a warm, familiar face who will be waiting with open arms. Love you always, Dave & Dawn xxx

Sarah Still cant believe you have gone I miss your cheeky smile and your lovely hugs you will never be forgotten!I love you TINY xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Gozo,Malta

Sweet, sweet Sarah, even though I didn't know you very well, I know that when you walked into a room, that room became a better place. Never so wonderful an angel was born to this planet. You brought joy and beauty to everyone you met. Truly a blessing on this Earth. You will be so deeply and sorely missed by all who knew you. Sleep sweetly, beautiful, shining, lovely star. You will never be forgotten.

So many of you that my heart goes out to. I cannot imagine how you must feel. a beautiful soul, always a smile to greet you. Surely one of the good ones. I feel lucky that our paths crossed even briefly. she will live on in our memories and our hearts

I don't know what to say, sweetest girl I can imagine always sunshine and smiles. You will be missed but remembered fondly xxxxxxx

Sweet, Beautiful Sarah with the flower in her hair, There are so many things I wish I’d said, So many things I wish I’d done. But what is said is said and what is done is done. Serene now And sadly out of arm’s reach But, not too far away Because there you are, Dancing and laughing Inside my treasure chest of memories Your giggle, that cheeky grin from ear-to-ear, And those ridiculous bear hugs, Are just a thought away Until we meet again my dear, dear friend… So long, Sweet, sassy, silly, Funny, warm, soft, lovely, Tiny, precious, Beautiful Sarah With the flower in her hair.

hey little star.. cant believe you n ana were supposed to stay by me just week ago.. and now here i am writing you "goodbye".. you're such a nice sweet big smile girl.. even we didnt hang out so often i always had great times with you.. you always gave me so nice positive energy.. i hope you're smiling up there seeing all the love yOu left going on down here.. i know we'll meet again in the other side.. keep shinning bright till then babe.. <3 xxx..

You brought so much love and joy into our lives little mush!! I'm sure we'll meet again someday. Love you.

Sarah - one of nature's little treats. Never forget you my sistah junglista. Will always remember breakin' with you bgirl, being the only 2 girls at Sub fm @ Winston and givin you a seater to a b'boy jam, your natural talent shining, and doing what we just learnt in the cypher adding your own flavour and doing the worm! The b boys went crazy and me too, you rocked! and then biking back to Cheeky all pumped up full of adrenaline. I wish we would have played music together,. you on piano and me on violin. I will always remember you Sarah and having my last cuddle in the G.House before going out with Bass 80 on a boat that you recommended and having a lovely day. Lots of love Rebecca XXX

Guapa... Words cannot express the sadness among us....i hope u find your own little Paradise out there, and make all your dreams come true...you little bundle of joy. My condolances and love for your family,loved ones and everyone who had the pleasure to spend time with u. Lot's of hugs (like before) and kisses....Love Sam

I met you only twice in my life, very recently. What stroke me at first was this gorgeous, genuine, very warm and sunny smile brightening up your face. Purely and instantly contagious. All you friends are talking about that smile now. That was your true gift to the world beautiful girl. I told you that it was very nice to meet you and I'm looking forward to meet you more. I really did. I really did mean that. Lots of sadness in me now. Lots of sadness for all beautiful people that love you so much. We need people with genuine smiles in this world... Observing what is happening now, with your friends and family in Amsterdam and all over the word, I see you will be and you already are missed greatly. That is not a surprise to me. We never stop missing those we love, and those who are love and sunshine like you were. Rest in peace Beautiful Sarah.

he sky has a bright new star, she will still be close no matter how far, What ever you say, what ever you do, she will always be there smiling down on you. Always between us.

the wind whispers your name in this very sad day, but it calls your name with joy, for all the life and love you spread around you. let that prevail... rest in peace little sarah.

Within my heart I will cradle you, my little one You sweet bundle of joy and happiness for everyone May there be a day that we dance and love & laugh again in the light Until then you will shine within me as a star so bright Knowing you and celebrate life was a total package of fun and delight Thnxxx lovely little one & butterfly of the night

Because I know I will probably be too broken to speak today I will leave this here. The outpouring of love for the Little One during these terrible days - both here and from all over the world, from every life she touched - has been beautiful to see. I know that the strength of that love is the one thing that will give us the strength to go on in a world without her. Thank you for being my friend little one, I will always love you.

They say there is a reason They say that time will heal But neither time nor reason Will change the way we feel For no-one knows the heartache That lies behind our smiles No-one knows how many times We have broken down and cried We want to tell you something So there won't be any doubt You're so wonderful to think of But so hard to be without.........

Sweetheart! I know I didnt know you well but know and love many that did. I will always remember that incredibly funny night on the dancefloor with you first time we met though and I hope you are still dancing wherever you are now.. And that you can somehow feel how much you will be missed by everyone around you! Much love!

Hey there little chicken... So suddenly you went, such an emptiness you leave us with... Time will fly past us here and we are sure to be with you again... Shine that light upon us, you big star and make us happy, like you did before!

A pleasure to have been in your presence, sparkly eyes looking up full of curiosity and a cheeky smile, goodbye and godspeed Sarah.

you are dead if people do not think or speak about you, in my world you will leave for ever.love fopr always

language cannot express how it felt to be in your presence...never before and never again will there be another like you

So sad to see you go my little friend... I'm sure that now you're a fairy and you found a beautiful place , full of joy ,where everybody is dancing and loves you. Thanks for all the love you spread in our lives,will never forget how special you are....,fly high All my love and support to Loz and Sarah's family

Remember the good time's we had together. Rest in peace sweet Sarah............

Gona miss you lil Sarah! Thank you always for the warmest hugs and cuddles, your beaming smiles, your lovely bouncy energy! This place is gona feel real empty for a very long time. Rest now sweet angel, you will never be forgotten <3 xxx

Heaven has become a better place-Sarah's love is coming down to her family and friends,to fill and ease their sad hearts with the joy of having known her. Rest in peace little angel.

We worked together for a little bit and i sure know that light that everyone is talking about, and that beautiful smile. Rest in peace small Sarah

I cannot say and I will not say That she is dead, she is just away. With a cheery smile and a wave of hand She has wandered into an unknown land; And left us dreaming how very fair Its needs must be, since she lingers there. And you-oh you, who the wildest yearn From the old-time step and the glad return- Think of her faring on, as dear In the love of there, as the love of here Think of her still the same way, I say; She is not dead, she is just away. Dearest Angelface Sweetest Sunshine!! My deepest condolances and love goes out to your dear Family and friends in these dark times. You where such a rare special Sparkling gem and you touch so many peole with your loving way. I will forever cheerish all the good times! I will miss your bright smile, your contagious laugh, warm hugs and always encouraging loving words. An angel has left us behind, but we will meet again. Until then, sleep well my love. Love always

Goodbye lil one so sad to see you go, i was blessed to know you and i will always remember the way you light up a room by simple smile you had such an energy and were so special to so many of us. Goodbye lovely lil soul and rest in peace xxxxxx we were so blessed to know you xxxx

Your amazing energy and smile will remain always in the minds of so many of us. It was my fortune to have known you Sarah. You were and will always remain an angel.

No words can describe how much you'll be missed. I'll never forget the joy you brought to everyone.

Goodbye my angel. You will always be in my heart and mind. Sleep in peace xxxx

Goodbye my angel. You will always be in my heart and mind. Sleep in peace xxxx

will always remember your beautiful smile always cheered me up...RIP

only a matter of time, before i find you again, my beautifull bouncy baby sister... rock on without us for just a little bit..we're not far behind !